I definitely want more mornings like yesterday morning. It felt totally clear. I said I wouldn't get bent out of shape about drinking socially, but I am aware of a difference between this morning and yesterday morning, and my body and mind like yesterday morning better. It was hard to turn off the drinking when I got home last night, and I know I would feel better about myself today if I hadn't had any. Even though I allowed myself and planned for it, I could feel poor decision-making thoughts (one more beer before you go to bed? sure!) crossing my mind. I don't want to put myself in the position where I think that's a great idea anymore.
I think for now it's best if I just steer clear entirely.
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Going for some type of accountability here, because good Lord do I need it. It's slightly worse than I'll let on, but still much better than it could be.
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